CautiousAssociate76

Well where do I start ,I was first starting to be interested in wearing women's clothes when my best mate at the time al those years ago had me dress in some of his older sisters clothes and then you can figure up what he wanted to do when that happened and back then yes I enjoyed it. But as time moved on and we lost touch with one another ,I found discarded items of clothes in various places and then washed them and started wearing them when I had the chances to dress up.
Over the years I have attempted to stop crossdressing by dumping what I had accumulated ,but in a short time the urge to cross-dress starts again ,yes I have and attempted to meet others a couple of times but I am very conscious of my appearance when dressed ,I like all forms of female attire from foundation garments through to shoes.
But my situation to be able to meet other CD'S is very limited ,so what I would like is to be able to have e-mail contact with others who are in a situation similar to mine via e-mails about our experiences and what are our like and dislikes' . I hope that there is others out there that are in the same situation as myself that would like to be able to have contact with persons who have the same desires as myself. As you can see by my favorites oh what I would give to be able to enjoy like they are doing yes I have only had contact with 3 other crossdressers over the years and only had 1 really enjoyable experience, the others were only talk sessions. Recently I purchased breast pumping device ,and now I enjoy using this device when I have the opportunity to be able to, it is just another device that I wish to be able to use as much as possible and makes me have a desire to be able to cross-dress more often , I wonder what it would feel like to be able to live full time as a female,