Charlie or Charles Johnson

O meni: Back in the late 70's or 80's I read an article in the national Men's mag "Hustler" about a female pornstar who was giving an interview, Beverly Morris was her name, and she said "big dicks are prime".......................Back in the Winter of 1971 I bought an off brand national men's smut mag at a gas station when I was getting gas, and there was a fiction article in it that had an excerpt that said "I dig dope, and I dig sex".......................I do not consume tobacco products, I am not vegetarian, I don't cuss as a speaking vocabulary, I am not a pet enthusiast, I am a half mile jogger on flat asphalt, I wear a birthday suit body look with no tattoos, body piercings or head jewelry, I take alot of vitamins and meds and get my blood checked once or twice a year because of doctors' orders, I hardly ever eat sweets, I never eat fast food, I make my food at home to save money, I do my own yardwork usually unless tree work is required, the yardwork on 1/4 wooded acres gives me exercise, I am 5'9" tall and have a stout build at 254 pounds.................Re: porn I am in, ultra softcore, not endowed enough except for loner art modeling work, I have been into media sex since I was 12 or 13 in '63 or '64 when I found 5 to 6 clean, dry, brown paper grocery bags full of men's smut mags, no porn included, that were not around any garbage can area, on that dry day without any people around in my neighborhood I took them and hid them in a secret place in a cardboard box that I covered with leaves, this was in scenic rural NJ outside of NYC, I didn't jack off to them because I didn't know about jacking off then, those mags were supposed to be for 21 and older people but I had found a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow, there was no internet back then so public sex was promulgated by mens' mags media, there were no adult theaters, some 8mm stag films sold who knows where, I never saw where they were sold, mainly just mags.................my sexual tenet is "the devil made me do it" which was a saying a long time ago used to describe sex, I do not worship Satan as a religion and choose satanic anti-social behavior because as a loner I avoid society by design, I don't really have a religion until I get my male long cock and my male goatee that goes along with that is honored which is in my afterlife, I observe wellhung cocks now as a "conduit" or psychological control group who are already from my afterlife because they have the cock length I need and females complained to me about that I didn't have, I'm tired of living off of cock length crumbs having my character defamed because of sex starvation compared to a control group I can't defeat, "if you can't beat 'em, join em'," and Bev Morris said "big dicks are prime," so I need to find a religious source with the guts to admit they did not make my cock length long enough and then make it long enough, after that endowment I would worship that source as a religion, but I'm not gonna worship a chauvinist supreme being if one has been pissing off females who complained to me about being too small, and speaking of too small, back in 1975 one in Florida on a surfing trip I took said "You're too small," on here on xhamster , an Asian said "Your penis is pathetic," then a Russian here said "Your penis is too small, I'm going to go out and find a huge cock to suck, goodbye," also I recall the ad for the Doc Johnson 4" Naturals party gag dildo that went "the little guy, too cute, complete with his little balls". I need to not be chauvinistic toward females by chauvinistically not giving them a long enough penis to "see" their cervix area wet bubbly flesh stalagmite and stalactite cave art that is 45,000 years old. I dig art, and have made some driftwood wall art myself. Not being able to see the female's cave art is so uncouth that I can't believe the lack of guts of who would be so uncouth and unrefined towards a group that is in my case composed of me and the females who used to complain about my penis size, and social psychology deals with groups, not individuals, psychology deals with individuals, so I am having social psychology problems, if a group is shunned , a group is a social unit, so whoever is shunning is anti-social thus satanic.