Amon40

I'm married and would generally consider myself straight. But the first time I ever experienced "sex" and orgasm was with my best friend in middle school. We started experimenting on each other to see how it felt. Since then I've never been with another guy but now that I'm mature and have created an amazing life I find myself reflecting back on that feeling of being with another man. So I check out some sweet gay porn and have my fantasies - but I would not shut down the idea of finding a secure, mature man in a similar situation as me that would want to see how the touch of a fully grown man feels.